05 April, 2012

Loss of Motivation

I'm not proud to say that I have not worked out at all in two weeks. I have lost motivation. My mind must be some where else. This is what I get for being a Gemini. I get bored easily and it is kind of hard for me to commit and finish what I started. I need to work on that I already know. It's not good to constantly be seeking new things. Though I don't think it's a proactive search, it just happens. I seem to be scared of change when it's forced upon me, but I also seem to quite adaptable.

One change that I am so proud to announce is the upment of my grades. Is that even a word? No? Well then consider it officially made up by me. In elementary school I used to at least get honor roll. Then I reached middle school. I believe in 7th grade my grades stayed pretty high, but 8th grade and they fluctated a lot. Freshman year I don't think was too bad. I know my sophomore year though was very bad. I started off with okay grades but by the end of the year I was receiving C's and D's and only recieving B's in classes like choir. This is my Junior year of high school and I just seemed to be much more focused or something. In the beginning my grades were okay. Though now I am so proud to say that I got straight B's and one A. I have not done that good in years.
What I think has allowed me to be so successful is that I have almost completely stopped talking to guys. Yes I still talk to guys, but it is hard for me to really talk to a guy anymore. Then I have a small circle of friends still that don't cause much trouble. Not to say there is drama because there is but I am able to still do what I need to do.

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