I don't understand this life. It's not making sense. I understand a lot but sometimes knowing things confuses me. Sometimes I don't know to voice my opinion or to keep quiet. Would anyone listen? Would they hear only my words or would they really listen and hear the feeling behind them? Would they dare to read between the lines? I don't want to hurt anyone. I don't hate anyone. I am not trying to be mean. I am not jealous or trying to gain anything. This is just me trying to help. Whether we are friends or if we are not, I want to help. I really think I know what is best.
Honey, I know you're hurt. It's okay. I know you are probably terribly upset. You don't want to stop, you know what you'll hear if you do. That is where I come to understand. I understand, so don't run from me and all of your other friends. I felt the distance and then I started to feel connected again. Now I really feel reject. I know I shouldn't take this personally and I am really trying not to, but don't just walk away like that. I don't know what to say to you, thought. How do I make sure you are okay? Can't you call me? Or do you only talk to him, now? Is that all you care about? I'm sure you are hearing about it every where you go. They don't even know his name. I know his name. I used to know him the same way you do. Though that's all in the past. He hasn't changed. Where there is some positives to this, this is also very bad. The fact that he has not changed is the reason this is has happened. You have to believe it. He needs to grow up. You have to let him. Don't let his life be ruined because his head is in the wrong place. Though, I'm sure his mind wouldn't want to be anywhere else but in deep thought of the most amazing girl on earth. I would know. He is just stuck in the past. He is a man and needs to act like one. He is acting like a high schooler. I don't mean to blame you but you are the reason he is stuck here in high school. He is not able to grow in the right ways as a college person and a man. It'd be better for the both of you. I'm sure there would be a lot less stress put on you. Stay friends yes, but I think it is time to let go of this relationship. It's been long enough. I'm not the only one who thinks this. I'm sure I'm not the only one saying it. I'm so scared though. Rejecting my words is not wise. Just to consider would be recommended. Maybe a compromise is in order.
I still feel like I know you. You haven't change since high school. The decisions you make are not even logical. You complain that she does nothing but what do you do other than complain and tell her to try harder? Do you have any respect? What were you thinking outside? Did you even dare think of her? Why were you even there? This could have all been avoided, but you just don't know when to stop. Listen to me now, if never again. It's time to stop. Stop and look at who you are and where you should be. Where you are now is not the right place. Honestly I don't think I understand what runs through your head. Don't blame other people for your problems. They are not the problem here. Bet you loved to have them come knocking at your door. Sir, do you know you could go to jail for your actions? People can press charges, very harsh charges. You could possibly screw up your life very easily over something very stupid. So stupid it's high school stupid. You are stuck, and it's because you refuse to see that the people you know are holding you back. I'm sure these are people you love. I don't doubt that you care about them very much, but let go, even just a little. Let yourself focus on school and your future. I'm sure you would be amazed what a year could do. In a year you can learn so much. So many things can change. Look at me and you. Just listen, don't reject me. I am not trying to hurt you or just be rude, I want to help. I don't hate you and though I am not quite your friend I hope you'd listen to me as a friend.
I'd like to throw out a disclaimer though, because I know I am still in high school. I am sure I have very stupid moments, but I would also like to think that when the time comes I will not be held back in the past. I know when to hold on and when to let go. Now I think is the time to let go, my friends. I'm sorry. I should have done something. I should have yelled or tried to stop this event from even occurring. Instead I stood there laughing for no dumb reason, just looking at the tree. It would have been easy to stop it. I'm sure it wasn't all that serious. Fights in front of a high school are never that serious. Though, my feelings about this are very serious.
I prayed and I feel very hurt. I don't know who to talk to. I'm scared to tell the people involved the most because I know that they don't what to her it from me. In the recent past, I have said things and it basically ruined my life almost. I almost lost one of the most important things to me. I don't want to risk that. I don't know what to do.
Honey, I know you're hurt. It's okay. I know you are probably terribly upset. You don't want to stop, you know what you'll hear if you do. That is where I come to understand. I understand, so don't run from me and all of your other friends. I felt the distance and then I started to feel connected again. Now I really feel reject. I know I shouldn't take this personally and I am really trying not to, but don't just walk away like that. I don't know what to say to you, thought. How do I make sure you are okay? Can't you call me? Or do you only talk to him, now? Is that all you care about? I'm sure you are hearing about it every where you go. They don't even know his name. I know his name. I used to know him the same way you do. Though that's all in the past. He hasn't changed. Where there is some positives to this, this is also very bad. The fact that he has not changed is the reason this is has happened. You have to believe it. He needs to grow up. You have to let him. Don't let his life be ruined because his head is in the wrong place. Though, I'm sure his mind wouldn't want to be anywhere else but in deep thought of the most amazing girl on earth. I would know. He is just stuck in the past. He is a man and needs to act like one. He is acting like a high schooler. I don't mean to blame you but you are the reason he is stuck here in high school. He is not able to grow in the right ways as a college person and a man. It'd be better for the both of you. I'm sure there would be a lot less stress put on you. Stay friends yes, but I think it is time to let go of this relationship. It's been long enough. I'm not the only one who thinks this. I'm sure I'm not the only one saying it. I'm so scared though. Rejecting my words is not wise. Just to consider would be recommended. Maybe a compromise is in order.
I still feel like I know you. You haven't change since high school. The decisions you make are not even logical. You complain that she does nothing but what do you do other than complain and tell her to try harder? Do you have any respect? What were you thinking outside? Did you even dare think of her? Why were you even there? This could have all been avoided, but you just don't know when to stop. Listen to me now, if never again. It's time to stop. Stop and look at who you are and where you should be. Where you are now is not the right place. Honestly I don't think I understand what runs through your head. Don't blame other people for your problems. They are not the problem here. Bet you loved to have them come knocking at your door. Sir, do you know you could go to jail for your actions? People can press charges, very harsh charges. You could possibly screw up your life very easily over something very stupid. So stupid it's high school stupid. You are stuck, and it's because you refuse to see that the people you know are holding you back. I'm sure these are people you love. I don't doubt that you care about them very much, but let go, even just a little. Let yourself focus on school and your future. I'm sure you would be amazed what a year could do. In a year you can learn so much. So many things can change. Look at me and you. Just listen, don't reject me. I am not trying to hurt you or just be rude, I want to help. I don't hate you and though I am not quite your friend I hope you'd listen to me as a friend.
I'd like to throw out a disclaimer though, because I know I am still in high school. I am sure I have very stupid moments, but I would also like to think that when the time comes I will not be held back in the past. I know when to hold on and when to let go. Now I think is the time to let go, my friends. I'm sorry. I should have done something. I should have yelled or tried to stop this event from even occurring. Instead I stood there laughing for no dumb reason, just looking at the tree. It would have been easy to stop it. I'm sure it wasn't all that serious. Fights in front of a high school are never that serious. Though, my feelings about this are very serious.
I prayed and I feel very hurt. I don't know who to talk to. I'm scared to tell the people involved the most because I know that they don't what to her it from me. In the recent past, I have said things and it basically ruined my life almost. I almost lost one of the most important things to me. I don't want to risk that. I don't know what to do.
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