What is going on between us? Maybe he did change his mind, he changed it quick. Maybe there was something but now maybe he turns the switch on and off. All because I possibly bent the trust he had in me. I proved that no matter how good you were you could still say and do such terrible things. But was it really that bad? I don't really think so, but I'm sure it hurt him.
But now it's like...
He won't kiss me in front of anyone. He had kissed me in front of his mom, he had kissed me at prom and in front of his friends.
We used to talk for hours and now it's like we don't talk at all.
He won't hold my hand in public, but he used to.
And I feel like I can't touch him in public with out feeling like he's mentally shrugging me off.
Though all those things used to happen. He had kissed me, he held my hand and we really used to talk a lot through text. Then again, that was all before we had our fight..
Still we been talking for 5 months. I just wish he'd tel me what's up. And I still wonder what his mom thinks. I hate feeling like everyone is being blind sided, including myself.
But now it's like...
He won't kiss me in front of anyone. He had kissed me in front of his mom, he had kissed me at prom and in front of his friends.
We used to talk for hours and now it's like we don't talk at all.
He won't hold my hand in public, but he used to.
And I feel like I can't touch him in public with out feeling like he's mentally shrugging me off.
Though all those things used to happen. He had kissed me, he held my hand and we really used to talk a lot through text. Then again, that was all before we had our fight..
Still we been talking for 5 months. I just wish he'd tel me what's up. And I still wonder what his mom thinks. I hate feeling like everyone is being blind sided, including myself.
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