He Snores

He snores
Like he's trying to wake a village,
an alarm for a fire.
He snores so loud.
Why does he not wake himself?
He snores,
Can other people hear it?
Will neighbors come knocking?
He snores like a king.
Is he dreaming?
He snores,
I can no longer shut my eyes,
Insomnia sinks into noise.

This is a poem inspired by my dad's snoring. It's good no? Snoring, though, isn't good.

D. for All The Boys

If you hadn't guessed by the title, this is about how all guys are the same. Every girl says it. Maybe indirectly but they all say it. It has to be true if everyone says it. Even boys agree sometimes. That separates them only slightly, but when a guy says they're not like the rest they're only proving me right.
All of them think they are different. All of them are immature, if not immature they are jerks and completely ignorant. All of them are blind to the truly beautiful girls. All of them will never be good enough. All of them will make you feel like a queen for some amount of time, but eventually all of them will make you feel like crap. All of them just want some where to put their dick. All of them will lie to get the chance to.
What about girls? Are they all the same? Nope, definitely not. You never hear a guy say "All girls are the same." You just never hear it said. Why? Because it's not true! I may have heard it once, but that is nothing in comparison to how many girls say "All guys are the same." There is just no ratio.
All guys are the same. That is fact.

Feeling vs. Thinking

I hate to talk more about myself. But I hope those who read this might be able to relate and get what I'm talking about.


For those who feel everything: What is it like to feel everything you do? What is it like to feel a natural high EVERY TIME you do something? I didn't know there was a feeling in kissing. I didn't know there could be feeling in giving a hickey. I always thought you just did it. I mean how much feeling really comes from sucking on someone's neck? Maybe I need to receive one, maybe that's it.


For those like me: I was never aware of feelings. I am more of a thinker. I over analyze things and skip the feelings. I just go through the motions, check off the steps and try my best to do it right. I guess I don't have feelings. Or maybe I never tried. The closest I came to feeling was when I was, well, let me just say there is nothing like being so close no air can pass between the both of you. Though, that moment didn't last long. I wish I had gotten the chance to feel the pattern of their breath and match the rhythm of my heart with theirs.  

What's the Full Lipped Deal?

Kissing.
I don't get why everyone makes such a big deal over it. Like huh? Did I miss something? Am I missing something? Kissing is pointless. I need someone to explain the big deal to me. What is a kiss? I don't get what's the big deal. Every time I see someone go in for a kiss with their partner, I think it just looks gross. Does it taste sweet? If it does when does the taste go away? Is there some kind of feeling produced? Does that feeling die? Does it leave you dreaming of them again?
For the people who make a big deal about kissing, well you should make a big deal about world hunger. Seriously though, instead of kissing, why dont you talk about ways to solve world hunger? That would be a better way to spend your time. Yes, I do have a slight sarcastic tone, but sarcasm is often used when trying to make a point, and I'm also quite serious.

A General Knowledge Of People

I guess we'll see what I write about...Here goes nothing.

I think people should really try to learn about people. In general, of course. I feel like people are so concerned on what they think of themselves and how others should act. That's why I think people go into a relationship with someone they know isn't the best person because they think they can change them. You can't change them. You want to know why you can't change them? Because I bet you don't even know them.

I haven't had a relationship in a long time. Probably because I am the only person actually wanting to know a person. I don't want to change anyone. I except everyone for who they are. All I want is to know your past. There is always some kind of explanation for why you are the way you are.


This is also why I don't have relationships, I think. I'm just wanting to get introduced to the world, people as a whole. I'm not more interested in one specific person compared to the next. I generally love people. I like to get to know people. I believe the reason a relationship never works for me is because people think I'm too nosey, and they just don't want to share all that deep emotional stuff. It's a little sad though. Why wouldn't you want someone to know all about you?

People should, in fact, be more open to others life's. They should try to appreciate people more. There is so much you can learn from just one person's life. If anyone tells you anything, you respect that they are telling you this with at least some amount of trust. Don't abuse that trust. Keep their words to yourself and just listen to them. Just listen and you will see a bit of a brighter world, even if the things you learn are not the happiest. It's life. Life is not fair. Life will not always be grand. Once you understand people you will understand life much more.